27.04

yes, i'm still awake now..


many things happened recently.
threats in assignments of course could not be avoided..everyone faced it.
difficulties in human relationships..this is getting worst currently.


life cant be smooth always as you wish
all those threats are just the tests to test you on how you handle it
though the process might be tough 
you have to move on
cry if you want, but stop when its needed
too much of tears will only lead you to become more weak
learn not to put your bad mood expression on your face when necessary, 
failing to do so will only cause people think that you are not professional.
keep complaining is human's nature, 
but too much of it will spoil human themselves.
that is what i feel this week.


i learnt to be polite
i learnt to only respecting those who worth to be respected
i learnt not to care for those unnecessary
i learnt that human makes mistakes
i learnt that human ability in gossiping is powerful that it can kill human relationship


what is my condition now?
tired.
but 
i don't want to fall
and 
i won't let it happen.
i just need more energy to do get everything done......really need energy so much

"一天到晚想着：谁对不起我，必然很痛苦；若转个念头想：我要感恩谁，那应该会更快乐吧."