I am still me?

i am still me?
im acting abnormal

i talked rudely

now,
feeling guilty seems wont change the result
but,
if the time rewinds,
i will still talking rudely
i will still taking the same path.

i just cant help myself.
i cant stand the way you hurts people by the words flowing from your mouth.
i understand that human makes mistakes,
i makes mistakes too,
sorry for what i did that hurts.