Wednesday, 31 March 2010
LucK
i guess it was my luck
took a subject that i do not have to take
its my wrong
careless
effecting my NGPK
im DEAD
since starting my journey at Sabah
i did a lot of things that i never do before
begging people
tying my stomach
hating people,even my lecturer
participating in many activities in school
sometimes
do feel tired
do cry when meeting failures
do feel sick
do feel frustrated
do feel dont wanna to move on anymore
do miss the protection given from my family all the times
but
their hopes and supports
make me feels comfort
gotta try harder
though its hard,i know..
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
听见了吗?
Friday, 26 March 2010
MixFruitX2~~~~~PuddingX2~~~~
Thursday, 25 March 2010
Writing Nonsense
everything seems starting to change
everything..
dont like this feeling
hope everything will be back as usual
OR is that im the one that cant face the truth?
im the one who run away from the reality?
not sure?
dont know?
dont want to know?
listened to many songs that i left
got all those songs..missed them
thanks to Westlife-my first English boyband,learned English by listening to their songs when i was a kid. (i checked dictionary for every hard words in the lyrics)
And
still not tired listening to "Everyday I Love You"-BOYZONE.
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
Wednesday, 17 March 2010
我不是球;我是人
你可以离开我吗?
我好不容易逃脱..
你却又回来
我很痛
我不会回去了
不想傻傻的
我不是你的球
不能让你踢来踢去
请你尊重我
我刚要开始新的人生
我非常喜欢我现在的生活
很自在
请你不要在捣乱我的生活
你有你的人生
你的出现只会让我想起以前的不快乐
只会让我更不开心
只会让我更看到你的真面目
你不爱我
就不要回来
我不是你寂寞的玩具
我不是你随时可丢可捡的石头
我有我的尊严
就到此结束吧
我们不行的..你知道的
忘记过去吧
我们各走各的
我们只能当朋友
谢谢
至少我爱过
我们谁都没欠谁
谢谢你让我看得更清楚
谢谢你离开我
就到此结束吧
我很享受我现在的生活
Bye Bye.
Saturday, 13 March 2010
TRUM'S LIFE
不只是朋友
Thursday, 11 March 2010
TourisM DinneR Night 2010
yuhuu~~~~finally i uploaded these pictures successfully..been trying for days..wondering what happen to my blog.
Comes the story****
Very happy that could take part in organising the dinner night^^though it was a tiring and stressful job.
Making the door gifts was one of the toughest part..need to prepare 150 door gifts--all door gifts were hand made(including the packings..all fully hand made)
when seeing every guest holding the door gift..somewhere in my heart feels a bit proud^^hehe
need to thank everyone that helping in finishing the door gifts..the persons that teaching me how to do the Tourism Tag-Jolene & Shakila.
The person in preparing the packaging-Mei Ching
The outsiders that very helpful-Stephanie Lau & Lee Mo Yu(love both of you Very MucH..)
and of course to every of protocol team members^^
in this picture:all girls team..except Richard.
Comes the story****
Very happy that could take part in organising the dinner night^^though it was a tiring and stressful job.
Making the door gifts was one of the toughest part..need to prepare 150 door gifts--all door gifts were hand made(including the packings..all fully hand made)
when seeing every guest holding the door gift..somewhere in my heart feels a bit proud^^hehe
need to thank everyone that helping in finishing the door gifts..the persons that teaching me how to do the Tourism Tag-Jolene & Shakila.
The person in preparing the packaging-Mei Ching
The outsiders that very helpful-Stephanie Lau & Lee Mo Yu(love both of you Very MucH..)
and of course to every of protocol team members^^
im proud of the dinner night~~damn proud! evryone of us really did put efforts in making the night to be a success. Mei Ching was stress during the preparation-cause she's the leader of protocol. The night's luck was in her hand..but baby~~dont worry, u did a great job^^
in this picture:all girls team..except Richard.
wanna add something~~dissappointed in one thing..all the protocol team should put on their hair band that night, but it seems like only Catherine and me very "dengar cakap"..the other protocol members.......where was your hair band that night??????
Last word--------xoxo
Sunday, 7 March 2010
口袋的天空
你的背影..远得像雾了
我不再回头
当脚步被回忆绑着..我跑过沙漠
我不要变得小小的
找不到自我
好像被什么人放在口袋---〉没天空
明天的故事都是我的..是我的
所谓的幸福快乐,不止一种..
美丽的春夏秋冬落叶是我的
体验过才懂梦是什么..
Glad that my feelings to the passed has became blur..
No turning back. Move forward. Appreciate what i already own now.
灵感来源:张韶含-口袋的天空
我不再回头
当脚步被回忆绑着..我跑过沙漠
我不要变得小小的
找不到自我
好像被什么人放在口袋---〉没天空
明天的故事都是我的..是我的
所谓的幸福快乐,不止一种..
美丽的春夏秋冬落叶是我的
体验过才懂梦是什么..
Glad that my feelings to the passed has became blur..
No turning back. Move forward. Appreciate what i already own now.
灵感来源:张韶含-口袋的天空
Saturday, 6 March 2010
You Are Not Alone
Thursday, 4 March 2010
Tuesday, 2 March 2010
PaiN~
thought i was walking peacefully
thought the day have ended
thought it was enough for the day
thought all the bad things today would let me have a rest
noticed a friend
thought wanna gave him a greet
but
i failed to do so
suddenly
i came to a very dark place
i fell
injured
can you see me?
hoping that somebody hear me, see me..
it was a bad bad day
i would not forget the day
didnt ever think that i faced this situation even though im 21 now.
maybe i was too tired
or blur
or too STUPID.
but it was really hurt..
be careful next time, baybie
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